['Don't understand this, can't understand that.' Hearing those words each and every time he tried explaining himself took a toll on him. Wasn't Kor supposed to making him feel less alone?]
[....Although, it still seemed pointless to try. Emizel knew that he was and always will be alone, at this rate. This conversation was proof how strikingly unusual he was to everyone else in this world. No one could possibly relate to him. That's what made him extra alone.]
All...you people do is tell me that I'm wrong. My feelings are wrong. My reasoning is wrong. Sometimes even my own being is plain wrong. And you somehow don't think I already am alone?!
[He continued to lash Kor with words. But then it suddenly turned into desperate pleading towards... well, anyone that would actually listen to him. It's very clear that he was still crying.]
I want there to be others that can stay with me. Just once. N-not just for one year but like a few hundred, thousand years like normal. Just so I can stop being scared about them disappearing, or getting too old, o-or anything like that. I can just take my time for once. I don't want to worry about any of those things anymore and then I never have to be lonely again.
...But it's never going to happen. It won't and likely never will.
[He spent time trying to get more of the gut-wrenching, frustratingly painful grief he had been building for a good while now out. It won't satisfy all of it, but it was about time some of it finally burst.]
[Also when Emizel finally came back, he was almost uncharacteristically cold.]
...B-but oh, go ahead and tell me how you don't understand that either. I'm waiting to hear what I did wrong this time. Say it right in my face, I dare you!
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[....Although, it still seemed pointless to try. Emizel knew that he was and always will be alone, at this rate. This conversation was proof how strikingly unusual he was to everyone else in this world. No one could possibly relate to him. That's what made him extra alone.]
All...you people do is tell me that I'm wrong. My feelings are wrong. My reasoning is wrong. Sometimes even my own being is plain wrong. And you somehow don't think I already am alone?!
[He continued to lash Kor with words. But then it suddenly turned into desperate pleading towards... well, anyone that would actually listen to him. It's very clear that he was still crying.]
I want there to be others that can stay with me. Just once. N-not just for one year but like a few hundred, thousand years like normal. Just so I can stop being scared about them disappearing, or getting too old, o-or anything like that. I can just take my time for once. I don't want to worry about any of those things anymore and then I never have to be lonely again.
...But it's never going to happen. It won't and likely never will.
[He spent time trying to get more of the gut-wrenching, frustratingly painful grief he had been building for a good while now out. It won't satisfy all of it, but it was about time some of it finally burst.]
[Also when Emizel finally came back, he was almost uncharacteristically cold.]
...B-but oh, go ahead and tell me how you don't understand that either. I'm waiting to hear what I did wrong this time. Say it right in my face, I dare you!